just staring at you ;

just staring at you ; http://sunnylina.multiply.com/ please, just remind me yester-day&night; my memory card fills too fast & maybe that's the reason i cannot put reality into words. explore the fairy-tale i live or imagine to live & don't expect everything to be true. but i swear i am doing my best (not) to wake up from the dream. which one is real? Tue, 10 Jun 2008 21:46:22 -0000 Wed, 28 Nov 2007 19:20:37 -0000 just staring at you ; http://images.sunnylina.multiply.com/logo http://sunnylina.multiply.com 100 100 (un)real in brazil My Blog on My Life in http://sunnylina.multiply.com/links/item/4/unreal_in_brazil Wed, 28 Nov 2007 19:20:37 -0000 One day before colour war - water war!!! http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/44/One_day_before_colour_war_-_water_war Sun, 4 Mar 2007 18:37:03 -0000 holy water war - one day to prepare for the colour war http://sunnylina.multiply.com/video/item/23/holy_water_war_-_one_day_to_prepare_for_the_colour_war Sun, 4 Mar 2007 17:32:44 -0000 holy colour war http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/43/holy_colour_war_ Sun, 4 Mar 2007 17:32:07 -0000 shaking hands between the boats in ganges http://sunnylina.multiply.com/video/item/22/shaking_hands_between_the_boats_in_ganges Thu, 1 Mar 2007 12:46:05 -0000 saying good bye to sun http://sunnylina.multiply.com/video/item/21/saying_good_bye_to_sun Thu, 1 Mar 2007 12:20:55 -0000 buddhists praying http://sunnylina.multiply.com/video/item/20/buddhists_praying Thu, 1 Mar 2007 12:01:47 -0000 varanasi sheep during the first rain drops http://sunnylina.multiply.com/video/item/18/varanasi_sheep_during_the_first_rain_drops Mon, 26 Feb 2007 17:38:02 -0000 born in Andreapol (Air base in Russia) Spent my first baby-year in Siberia (don’t ask me about meters of snow, I don’t remember). During my childhood and adolescence I tried to balance the seasonal life in Lithuanian beach town. I studied in Vilnius and moved for some time to Estonia. I have a mixed life and a mixed blood starting from the Russian tsars times, going through little Ukrainian village, getting lost somewhere in nowadays Latvia & Poland, and stopping in Lithuania. My grandfather was a whale hunter and after whale-hunting ban spent three years in Angola. My grand grand farther lost his lands by drink. My grand grand grand mother ran away from her landlady’s life to marry unprivileged. Now I am in India. http://sunnylina.multiply.com/reviews/item/1 Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:03:04 -0000 Going To The Train Station On A Motorbike With A Knee Length Skirt! No..!!! http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/42/Going_To_The_Train_Station_On_A_Motorbike_With_A_Knee_Length_Skirt_No.. Tue, 20 Feb 2007 13:38:33 -0000 i got rains http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/41/i_got_rains Wed, 14 Feb 2007 09:50:39 -0000 catching night thunders & lights in a golden temple dormitary's balcony for me: amritsar is a city which i needed to tame oppositely to udaipur which always just tried to tame me: searching for proper caffee & food, washing the mud from shoes, clothes, face, feet (barefooted going to temple), fighting for place to stay (amritsarians didn't want to let us to the temple dormitary). i hated this town & loved it. in the evening we found a cozy caffee with the sound of rain, drank n cups of tee, chatted in lithuanian with lithuanian girl & it was so so.. so reminded me of my http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/40/catching_night_thunders_lights_in_a_golden_temple_dormitarys_balcony_ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:28:48 -0000 meeting in CP, tonight - 19:00, coming? Left the office for lunch in CP. Stopped near some outdoor Indian restaurant to have some food mix which Indians never mix. Strange combination they say. Was staring at the street for an hour exploring the crowd of faces. Sellers, buyers, passers by, cookers, beggars. They staring at me. Indian woman trying to explain me the meaning of meaningless for me indian food name. Looking through the faces and trying to guess which one is the most similar to yours or maybe which is yours. Come on, Lina! Yeah, I sometimes forget to remind myself to believe in usual things, normal day, reality & habit. After an hour had to return to office, taking an ice-cream on my way. Love. And love Indian ice-cream. Need to come back. Weather becomes hotter and I put the fan on. http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/37/meeting_in_CP_tonight_-_1900_coming Mon, 5 Feb 2007 12:21:36 -0000 more from this nice place, had to put some pics and just for you opposite to delhi crowd, which i tried to miss by running away to udaipur for three days. wanted to tell you so much, but didn't have enough time on friday evening and now it became too far away from me after a weekend war&peace. every weekend makes me to forget the previous one making the pictures more&more unclear and putting in my mind other ones. delhi men crowd almost swallowed me while dancing under hinglish music on Saturday night. don’t let them stare! Yeah, I know, I just don’t need to dance. but love dance. and unimportant morning with coffee in the balcony, listening to the music & dance.. http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/36/more_from_this_nice_place_had_to_put_some_pics_and_just_for_you Fri, 2 Feb 2007 12:44:39 -0000 Roel's Farewell Party Leaving & http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/35/Roels_Farewell_Party Thu, 1 Feb 2007 05:43:42 -0000 I was in this nice place relaxing after bussy Delhi.. Udaipur a nice place to enjoy the view while sitting in the roof restaurant, horse riding and nice people in small streets http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/34/I_was_in_this_nice_place_relaxing_after_bussy_Delhi.. Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:59:14 -0000 Nauja Kiekvieną dieną nauji veidai, ir vėl pamiršau vardus. Holland or Poland? Prašau, priminti. Dešimtis kartų į prancūziškus pasisveikinimus, atsakai: -I don‘t speak French. -Really? Ir vis girdi: -Where are you from? -Lithuania -Oh Ir prapleti šimtų žmonių geografinį akiratį :D didžiuojuos! Milijonai žmonių vienam mieste spaudžiasi gatvėmis. Per pietus vaikštai centriniam CP ir tave jau pažįsta vietos batų blizgintojai, nors nei karto nesiblizginai pas juos. Atsitiktinis auto driver žino tavo namų adresą! Milijonai žmonių? Bet vis atsitrenki į kažką pažįstamą. Ir kiekvieną savaitę atrandi, ko dar nematei :D   http://sunnylina.multiply.com/journal/item/34/Nauja Tue, 23 Jan 2007 14:34:58 -0000 Įprasta..? Įprasta..? Šimto indų kolona su triukšmu (būgnai ir neaiškūs riksmai), lempomis, kuriom šviesti nešamas akumuliatorius, eina palei tavo balkoną. Namai, kuriuose užsiliepsnoja tualetas, nes nebuvus elektrai kažkas paliko degančią žvakę. Kiekvieną rytą į kambarį įbėganti cleaning lady, garsiai šaukianti „How are you?“, nors taip norisi miego.. Auto driver, klausiantis: „Bible?“, kai keliaudamas į darbą sėdi valandos kamštyje su knyga rankose. Sugrįžtant gatvės pardavėjas į tavo auto bando įkišti gigantišką metro dramblio skulptūrą: gal pirkti? Įpranti prie daug ko, bet kiekvienąkart sutinki kažką.. Stebinančio? Ak! Naujųjų metų vakarėlį tenka užbaigti vos po dviejų, nes Land Lord nori miego :) Noriu nustebti! Gražu, kai sekmadienį su draugais važiuoji prie ežero skaityti sekmadienio laikraščio/knygos prie pilies griūvėsių. Fontanai! Iš balkono į tave žiūri  nustebęs labradoras. Iš turgaus koskelio nusiperki koldūnų (momos) ir čia pat stovėdamas suvalga... http://sunnylina.multiply.com/journal/item/33 Tue, 23 Jan 2007 14:17:25 -0000 dideliais žodžiais tariant ;) heij, kalėdos - su japoniška vakariene, raudonu vynu (uch, reta Indijoj), christmas carrols, žvakėm ir indiškais smilkalais :) laimėtas pokeris - kažkaip turiu laimingą ranką!!! iš ryto aplankiau pora indiškų bažnyčių - pirmąkart Indijoj! Indai švenčia kalėdas indiškai - muzika ir ugnis. Įsivaizduok tūkstančiai žvakių, kur ne kur žvakės virsta laužais ir minia žmonių..! aplankiau neįtikėtinai gerą modernaus meno galeriją, ko tikrai nesitikėjau po national modern art gallery. Žiūrėk: <a href="http://www.dhoomimalgallery.com/">dhoomimal gallery</a>. O vakar turėjau nuostabią vakarienę Castle 9 ir vis dar tikiuosi dar nuostabesnio savaitgalio :) et, nauji metai! 23 metai! ir tiek daug pasaulio prieš akis! linkiu tau gyventi kiekvieną dieną ir matyti ateitį, patirti ir pildyti svajones! būti savimi ir mylėti! http://sunnylina.multiply.com/journal/item/32 Fri, 29 Dec 2006 07:16:04 -0000 Christmas in India Indians celebrate all festivals. Colorful & noisy :D http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/33/Christmas_in_India Tue, 26 Dec 2006 08:39:20 -0000 Living Delhi http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/32/Living_Delhi Fri, 22 Dec 2006 07:24:23 -0000 trying to catch india happy to find out that my movie maker is working properly and i have some videos from my camera. so here is my draft # http://sunnylina.multiply.com/video/item/16/trying_to_catch_india Fri, 22 Dec 2006 06:45:10 -0000 kažkur artėjant kalėdoms <a href="/photos/hi-res/33/9"><img class="alignright" src="http://images.sunnylina.multiply.com/image/3/photos/33/300x300/9/indian%20santa%20clause.JPG?et=bHaJLYnsdfGUClcOdqAJkA" border="0"></a>Ar matei tamsiaveidį senį, išsitepusi baltai veidą, vienoj rankoj nuolat barškinantį skambaliuką, kitoj laikantį kibirėlį, nuolat spiegiančiu balsu šaukiantį Cho Cho Cho, bėgantį paskui tave taip, kad pasijustum esanti prastam siaubiake? :D Lemputės ant namų užsilikusios nuo eilinės indiškos šimtosios šventės arba eilinių vestuvių? Spalvų tiek pat kiek ir buvo: iš tūkstantis ir vienos nakties. Gal daugiau. Magija? Kažkaip įpranti prie visko. http://sunnylina.multiply.com/journal/item/31 Fri, 22 Dec 2006 06:32:55 -0000 Christmas Coming to Office http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/31/Christmas_Coming_to_Office Mon, 11 Dec 2006 10:05:04 -0000 Roof Meeting http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/30/Roof_Meeting Mon, 11 Dec 2006 10:01:39 -0000 German Christmas Market http://sunnylina.multiply.com/photos/album/29/German_Christmas_Market Mon, 11 Dec 2006 09:57:24 -0000